Life Aint all bad I guess.

Well okay. I say life is not all that bad cause I know this girl loves me. I think However she treats me mean...I do the same to her though I wont lie I attack her with..Words like she does to me but usually only after she does to me. And no time before. I think of leaving her every now and again...But..I think I am only wanting to for the wrong reasons Such as..Sex with other females. I have so many net Friends and so many who want me in that special way..And I wont lie It is tempting I think about it all the time. Though I do not think it is a good enough reason for me to leave my family. But I have had other pussy and nothing is better...Anyway I know i am wrong i can not leave on bullshit like that. All I can do is sit and wait and if Someone comes along maybe have a goodSide peice Or something. I know it's Wrong ...I can't Help it. I think I am..Just one who gets bored easily or maybe I ..Feel I need to have sex with many different females to make myself feel better? Who knows...

Aside from all of that...I don't know if I have more to say..I have my online friends a Female my most trusted female Friend..I love her alot she is cool..She helps my day sometime..Aside from the other females I know I never lie to her about anything Somepeople know nothing about my real life people I talk to on the net. But most kind of do..