New bull shit

Alright..Well Lets see nothing happening now..Well family stuff? My cousin wants to chill with m all the time. my girl don't want m with him..All he talk about is getting drunk and playing ps3 well there is nothing wrong with playing ps3 but I am not into the drinking shit and getting twisted..Dude tells me he gonna come to my house with a 30 pack..Okay I thought this dude knew me? Why I want him to be drinking around or with me..I am more into being alone first of all..Second I am not trying to hear him get loud and drunk with anyone Anyway my girl aint feeling it..Chilling with him she hate him and his wife..And my girl keep telling me about the past when he said he would hit my girl or something I am trying to remember it...but I can't but if she said it happen it did.. Now I would hang with him but I been so dpressed and I am not trying to hang with any one unless they can satisfy my needs..

Family Problems

Aight...Aight..Well at the home sted..shit is just sucking.. I mean ok this bitch she wants to get married that is ok..but also she wants another baby!! we just had another one this shit is killing me she don't understand all. I mean I want to go out and chill even if it is all alone I don't want to take my kids with me every where I go I want to go out and do me. I stay home I am a good dad I do what is needed to be done all the time. I want to be able to go around in my house alone go to my room and be by my self or go and play some games on my 360 I wanna save money to buy a ps3 and whatever else I might want I can't do that by having more and more babies..I can't do that shit. I..can't do that shit I am about ready to move with my mom..And just call it a day..and I can't move with my mom she got nothing like I got nothing I be another burden on her if I did..but I can't be staying if I am just having babies..It's not even that I am done having kids I just don't want no more with her right now..I wanna be free and relax and be cool ...I don't drink but I wanna go to the bar chill and whatever..I wish I was single..