New bull shit

Alright..Well Lets see nothing happening now..Well family stuff? My cousin wants to chill with m all the time. my girl don't want m with him..All he talk about is getting drunk and playing ps3 well there is nothing wrong with playing ps3 but I am not into the drinking shit and getting twisted..Dude tells me he gonna come to my house with a 30 pack..Okay I thought this dude knew me? Why I want him to be drinking around or with me..I am more into being alone first of all..Second I am not trying to hear him get loud and drunk with anyone Anyway my girl aint feeling it..Chilling with him she hate him and his wife..And my girl keep telling me about the past when he said he would hit my girl or something I am trying to remember it...but I can't but if she said it happen it did.. Now I would hang with him but I been so dpressed and I am not trying to hang with any one unless they can satisfy my needs..

This other girl shit. It hasn't ended at all it's ridiculous I know it hurt her and I was trying to help a friend in need and the friend ends up being a crazy fuck who was trying to tell my girl I was fuckign her and she having a baby by me and she is not mind you. Now yes she is having a baby but not mine and yes with a black guy too. But my girl keeps nagging on about it. Saying I know you did things I know this and that that and this. My thing is Bitch I am with you what the fuck leave it alone. Stop bitching I am with you and you having another baby I do not want that shit you did. And I gave it..What the fuck? I am seriously thinking once I get my Check to move to the next city and just see my kids every now and again..I can't take the stress I get it is fucking killer. And I have not been having sex so that is not helping me in any way at all.